I have so much to do lately, I have to be careful not to get all burned out. Phew!
I was supposed to blog about my gets from Galstar, but I can't find the USB cabel for my camera! So this'll be just a text entry. I was out with friends yesterday, celebrating my roomie Susannes 20th birthday! It was a lot of fun, and today I've been:
2. Discovering Youtubers like Jack and Finn Harries, Tyler Oakley, Caspar Lee etc
3. Sleeping more
4. Eating cake
I was supposed to work more on my halloween costume (yay!), but yesterdays intake of white wine had clearly changed my schedule. I've done a bit of cleaning though, og me!
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Lately I haven't felt like myself, it's like a new personality is trying to come through, and I don't know why it's happening, or if I'm just imagining things. Am I losing myself, my identity, and having it replaced with something else? Something better, or worse?
I'm kinda confused whether I should continue my dreams on becoming a fashion/clothing designer, or do something completely different. I'm afraid I'll never be good enough to get a stabile income from it, or that I'll be sick of it all within two years. I know I'm not the only one with these issues, and that I in reality should just suck it up since other people have far much worse problems, but I just need to let out a little steam since I don't really know who to talk to about these kind of things.
Whenever I go inside my own personal bubble to reflect on things I usually get over whatever problem I have and move on, but now it seems like my insecurities are going to stick for a while.
But really though, I do feel a bit better just by writing this down and putting my thoughts into structured sentences :) Maybe I just needed this!
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Here's a video that made me smile today:
All this youtube exploring makes me want to try vlogging :)
Have a nice weekend!