Silence..

As the warm weather decided to go away, my life 'spark' has been reduced yet again.

Thinking too much.

About Bergen

- Will I get someplace to live?

- Will I handle the school life again? Did I ever handle school that well? No..

- How painful will it be to live 3 years 631 km away from my boyfriend, maybe more?

- Will I succeed?

- Will I fail?

About life after Bergen

- Then what?

- Studies in Japan?

- Start own business?

- Become a housewife?

- Work at Norfakta forever? :/

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I'm scared..

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The thinking has managed to make its way to my eating habits, and I hate it. I don't like being depressed and scared for what's inevitable. It's stupid.

Life's too short.